Wednesday, January 02, 2008

All my bags are packed

Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go.

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Evry place I go, Ill think of you
Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Words and music by john denver


Ok so not quite leaving on a jet plane, but I am all packed and ready to leave, just have to wait for Cox to be open in the morning to drop off the cable box and modem. Plus I love that song.
I think I will repack the car in the morning to make more sense than it does now, as when I found things laying around today I went out and threw them in the car, so there is stuff everywhere, and a lot of it would work better in other places or arranged just a bit differently.

Right now I am laying on a blanket in my bedroom for the last time, and I really want to cry. This is "OUR" first house, the first house that the payments we have made have gone towards our future, and not someone else's and now we are leaving it. That is hard. Yes, we will still own the house, but it will not be the same, and more than likely once the market settles down some we will try and sell the house.

I have made some really good friends here, most of them in the last 6 months, and they are going to be hard to replace. I know we will stay in touch through the power of the internet, and the phone, plus visits, but it will not be the same.

Like Nate and Natalie said yesterday, home is where the Air Force sends us, and we will see you in two bases, I can only hope its true.

To my Lowes buddies, stay in touch, I will miss you all, thank you for the last couple of months, you made the job worth the hassles.

Good bye Crestucky, good bye...
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